sunday thoughts
I remember at time when I memorized every part, section, area, chamber of the human heart and thought my mom would be so proud if I aced my test. You know, since she was a nurse (in an insane asylum which I would find much later in life it’s not really the same thing as a nurse) and all.
She wasn’t.
But I was pretty proud of myself for remembering all of that. I don’t remember any of it anymore though.
Just something random since I saw that images of the heart organ are a trending topic on Etsy this month. Like did everyone get tired of your usual heart symbol and thought you know what would really express my love? IF I DID IT WITH AN IMAGE OF THE HEART ORGAN.
Creepy.
I’m writing this on Saturday because I have somewhat of the day to myself though I have a very annoying and persistent tiny headache on the top of my head that I don’t know what to do with. I’m craving coffee. And Taco Bell. At the same time. Gotta love PMS.
| 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓂𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓇
Literally, was that so damn hard?! It really wasn’t. Why did I put it off for as long as I did? I DON’T KNOW but I get on my own nerves, for sure. And by take down I mean the stuff on my dresser. My room tree and the decor on my desk and counter still need to come down. And they will. Oh yes, they will.
| 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉𝑜𝓅𝒾𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓉𝑜𝓈?!
Seriously. This annoys me. Like, please tell me where I can find my screenshots!! Searching for the game then attempting to find the folder is no longer a thing, I guess?! People say their game saves it to their downloads folder but mine doesn’t. I so sad.
| 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓀𝒻𝒸 𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓅𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓉
It’s sitting on my desk in front of me from the other day plus I really like honey. I use to eat a spoonful before bed as like a congrats you made it through the day. I should go back to doing that. I don’t know why I think honey is so good.
| 𝒾 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓁, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜
I have mail to get but it’s candles and I feel like I don’t feel like getting them cause they might be heavy. Though I am looking forward to this package. I don’t know, maybe I’ll get it after I write this, who knows. I mean I should.
| 𝒾 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝓉𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝓂𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒
I drank a straight 8oz of water before bed last night and tried to do my neck/head base care and it just… didn’t work this time. I literally never drink water btw, like ever. I didn’t grow up on drinking water — so me drinking 8oz in one go was a lot of work. I typically gag if I drink too much at once but I was like what’s worse? the taste of water or A MIGRAINE FOR FIVE FUCKIN DAYS. It’s still in the dull ache stage so I’m hoping there’s still time to work on nursing it before it goes into full blown bullshit.
I really need menopause to kick the fuck in if it’s going to tease me like this — I’m over pms and all this other crap it comes with.
| 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝟥𝟧* 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌
The low is in the 20’s. I’m so sick of the temp going up and down like it’s a mf ride at Six Flags. Like, cut it out. Choose a lane Texas!! Either snow or shut the fuck up. My poor electric bill, ugh.
Cold is fine as long as it’s consecutive and not like, every other day kind of situation.
| 𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝑒𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝒷𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒸𝓀
I started this with the intention of writing about shadow work and journaling and all the benefits of it and it just… didn’t turn out that way.
To be fair, hazearella use to be a review/haul blog when that’s what I was really into and ironically what still brings visitors to my old blog. Half those candles aren’t even being sold anymore which is crazy.
But when I lost the IG and I was forced to remake it all, I thought it would be a great time for an upgrade. A revamp. I’m not the same 25 year old who started hazearella years ago. Things have changed since then. I’m just having trouble expressing those changes for some reason.
I use to be so good at this, sigh.
I hope you all had a great week and have a great upcoming week. Am I suppose to do a CTA here? I don’t know, nor do I want to have you feel obligated to do anything. Just come, read, chill and comment or don’t. It’s all good here.